Pain is My Tragedy

Pain is like tragedy, so my pain is my tragedy.

Everyday I have tragedy and all I do is hide to every one because no one even care. When they hear my words, it’s useless. What more if I tell them more about my pain. As of now, none of my family I allowed to know my feelings. I wish I have someone to share. Someone who will lift me up no matter how far that someone from me.

Honestly, I only have small problem, small failures but my pain from past and from past failures made it heavier and bigger. And being alone in this, hardened my feelings. I heard many wonderful words of God, most of them all of them are uplifting. But for this moment, I’ve lost the power of his words. Can’t search inside of heart because negative feelings are dwelling and reigning inside.